I just caught a guy totally checking me out! He actually looked down the hall from where he was standing and was really looking. (he was actually somewhat cute too!)

For some reason that makes you feel so good about yourself. It put a smile on my face.

It also makes me wonder why I'm hanging onto a guy who doesn't seem to be remotely attracted or turned on by me.

Blame it on the meds, right? Might as well, otherwise there is something seriously wrong with him.

I was actually starting to feel like I didn't look very good because of him not wanting to be intimate with me.

Ahhh, what a nice feeling. I will make sure that he realized I'm desired by others.